What Will I Remember?

What will I remember?
What will I forget?
When this life is ended, and gone,
what will I regret?

If tomorrow I don’t wake up
what happens?
my sunrise or sunset?

If I never were born, if I never died, would it even matter at all?
What should I decide?
I always imagined i’d mean something to someone.
if I won’t, least I tried.

When my body suffers
When to breathe is pain
Is it really madness to sing?
think of breaking this chain
is the future my- god knows I have a past
wheres my second chapter?
Or will the first, also be my last?

Is my story over?
If i fall asleep?
will anybody find me and will anybody weep?
I can’t even pretend I care.
but songs I never sing,
That means something
Yes.
That means something.