Let Go

i woke up at 2:00 am
the room was cold and i was alone again
this happens all the time, but i dont think about it anymore
i am sick of missing you
its killing me that your are killing this
dont go
so this is my last letter to you
and what did you do?!
youthrew your words in my face
your two cents in, and my head spins
dont leave me alone again
while your are so close to me, you still seem so far,
farther than you should be
i know theres nothing i can change
i feel deprived
it is not right
so i’ll gather these fragile broken pieces that prick my fingers so
i claim then as my heart and collect them as you let go.