Jikoaishugisha No Mijuku Na Akuma (english)

I open my eyes wide, blue and deep, castles in the air
Consuming disease, worsening symptoms, the heart turns to a deeper black
You are the puppet angel of a narcissist

Act like I’m interested, playing with fire, so despicable
You writhe under my spell, manipulated in the palm of my hand

Ringtones I casually ignore every night
I return one in every three of your e-mails without a thought of your feelings

I open my eyes wide, blue and deep, castles in the air
Consuming disease, worsening symptoms, the heart turns to a deeper black
You are the puppet angel of a narcissist
I heard a rumour that you had a new boyfriend, I kept my cool
But then anxiety overtook me, my heart chilled for some reason

The ringtones that used to bleat every night now remains silent as I long for it to ring
Every time the phone rings, panic on impulse Bicycle man ringtone Unyappy

My pulse throbs red and hot, I can’t stop myself
I’m accelerating downhill, someone please put on the brakes
You’re an angel that’s fled the hands of a narcissist

Walking on a tightrope of a cliffhanging love affair, lending myself to the ruffling winds
I don’t expect much from the safety lines, my heart rate goes off the charts

My pulse throbs red and hot, I can’t stop myself
I’m accelerating downhill, someone please put on the brakes
Mounting regret turns to resent, irrational reasoning
Though I flounder and writhe in pain, the puzzle remains unsolved
I am the immature devil of a narcissist